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Monday, February 2, 2009

thelast time i blogged you were stil around.....now you're freaking hell gone.
you were my best friend you know..and taking care of you was NEVER EVER a burden..IT WAS A JOY TO DO THAT.i loveyou so much you know. i love you so much...i don't know how to say it in words.i know you're now my guardian angel...and you're even reading this right now.....as i type.i just don't know how to handle it. i don't wanna cry...it'll just make everyone feel worse.
but i don;t know how else to tell you how much i'll miss you. the room will be freaking hell empty.you were my besfriend.and you always will be....even when i grow up.i love you so much you know.so much.i can't take the image ofyou collapsing in my hands.i will miss you so much.
the 2 hours of waiting were the most agonising hours i've ever been through.i wish i had learnt some first aid or whatever shit.i'll miss your soft hands....bullying you.....fighting over the last piece of chocolate with you...talking to you under the pillow...even though you mainly just smiled at me i will never forget the hours spent looking into your eyes....and just communicating like that...with no words.you really have made a huge impact on me, mamman.really..i know you'll be my guardian angel now.....and you'll watch over me just like how i watched over you.....you're the most beautiful person i've ever met you know....your charm...i'll miss it all. when you read this.and i know you are, please help me out with all this okay.i need you now.....just help me okay, i know you're my guardian angel.you always will be. i love you so much boy.
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• LOOKING BACK

June 2007
October 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
February 2009
May 2009
March 2013

• ME!.

NAIR
15 this year.
October 27
Mexican,some call me an indian...go get your skull checked.
oh.and i dunno why the links look so wierd?haha.
and i'm probably the most UNGLAM person around. (:
ok.about me...erm.i'll be nice, as long as YOU'RE nice,yeah. :) and i love sick jokes, but i'm actually not that sick...yeah...and i'm a very random person...but quite simple... :)
• LOVES?

simple,easy going people
orange
brown or woody stuff
rustic stuff
christmas...that time of the year..
aerodynamic stuff
remote control planes that really fly!seriously.
SPORTS
DOGS!
3A!
HOCKEY. ;)
TRAVELLING
TREKKKING
MOUNTAIN BIKING
getting out and dirty with NATURE!
CLIMBING
basically outdoor camping, hiking and that kind of thing
• HATES?

1)pessimists
2)people who try to look complicated
3)insensitive losers
4)people who hate me?
5)CATS
6)HOMEWORK
7)people who GOSSIP like shit..to those people: shut your trap, and then go to hell. :)
ok..i hate 7 things?..i'll try to shorten it...:)
• ERR...WANTS?

watch
shoes
diesel bag!
A LIFE?!
nothing much..
• SPIT IT OUT.



• LIFELINES. i love you people!(:

HAZEL!(:
DOROTHY!

Brain
TIN WEI
Bridget
Genevieve

Lovely
Mona
Vanessa OWch

Yuen Yong

Wang You
Annsley
Ashwinnie

Rozanne

soni NAIR